Benza (Ben The Great!)

NO AIR-CON

2008-12-12T20:37:00.000-08:00

I lied on my bed at 11.50pm yesterday, with the air-conditioner switched off. After countless dreadful tossing and turning, I looked at my clock. It showed 1.45am. I realised that I had been sleepless for the past 1 hr 55 mins. With my mind made up, I on-ed the air-con. 5 mins later, I was dreaming.
Saving the Earth isn't so easy after all

2008-12-07T19:37:00.001-08:00

Hey,

I've dumped the recent prince of tennis blogskin replacing with tis one. Tis one looks tons nicer.

2008-12-05T04:10:00.000-08:00

Top spin 1 really came into handy as we persevered throughout the long night until the first traces of light shone into the magnificant 3 storeyed chalet as dawn approaches.

It was the best chalet I've ever been to (with beds and bathrooms even bigger than my own's). As FATIGUE takes its toll on me, I shall cut short this post, ending off here. My grandmother said this to me, and i felt a sudden surge of improvement in chinese! hmmmm........

一天睡不饱，三天补不完

Don't know whether it is entirely correct, but it sure speaks volumes about my present predicament.

2008-11-23T22:42:00.000-08:00

I find this song quite cool!

2008-11-22T01:06:00.000-08:00

Familiarity begets Ignorance, deliberate negligence and an undesirable demeanor - Is it true?

Looking at my cousin, it reflects an ideal representation of this hypothesis, with some flaws nonetheless. With a book in his hand, oblivious to his surroundings, his mother calls for him. The air of familiarity was so clouded in his mind as he was at home, he knew instantaneously that the repercussions of him not responding to her was small. On her part, she may conveniently dismiss this unmannered behavior as an intellectual display, a child integrating into academia, worth encouraging, good boy. So, there exists a mutual agreement on not bothering each other. For the betterment of the child, blessed with satisfaction from the parent. However, this episode in their lives may eventually demarcate the forerunner of a moral suicide.

I'm not saying it is always the case. I'm stating a possibility. A probability that extends deep into one's life. One that may be inexpiable as life continues with its rocketing pace. Now comes the breakdown section.

1st step to ethical degradation - pretending to stay ignorant but conscious of surroundings

2nd - trying your luck by responding only when it seems like an "emergency"

3rd - after succeeding in both 1st and 2nd steps, an inexplicable arrogance builds up : you deny the existence of everything around you, simply committing yourself to your own work, sinking into a self-centred oblivion; a no man's land

4th - you will begin to relate anyone who creates a disturbance to a pest, bane of the world and you are concurrently fighting back a pulsating desire to start a scolding spree which smacks of profanities, much akin to shopping.

5th - you have became a scum, morally disabled, a sad entity bound for ample vilification, a decomposing, disdainful existence....................no cure at all

My point is that it is in the small little things in life that can really matter sometimes. wo shuo wan le.

Disclaimer: If you found the above intellectual and should be introduced to a wider community, you can tell me but if you feel like hammering me for writing such a piece of crap, i support pacifism and so should you..........

2008-11-16T04:11:00.001-08:00

I played tennis today for the first time in a month i fink....and i discovered that i had a precipitous drop in my standard which was already like crap even in my best form?

And I've been seriously pondering over some stuffs these few days.....

What is the Holy Grail in your life?

A nonsensical post, but I guess that reflects abit about my state of mind nowadays
No aim, no balance, and no progress

I think I should go fishing by a lake or sth, to regain the calmness i once had.

2008-11-15T04:59:00.000-08:00

If I can sing like tt.....lol

2008-11-10T18:52:00.000-08:00

I've been bloghopping and i scrambled upon jin chieh's blog! So I thought i shld also post the lyrics and vid. of a song that dated back to dunno when by Fav Boyband Westlife.

Flying Without Wings. Enjoy.

everybody's looking for a somethingone thing that makes it all completeyou'll find it in the strangest placesplaces you never knew it could besome find it in the face of their childrensome find it in their lovers eyeswho can deny the joy it bringswhen you've found that special thingyou're flying without wingssome find it sharing every morningsome in their solitary livesyou'll find it in the words of othersa simple line can make you laugh or cryyou find it in the deepest friendshipthe kind you cherish all your lifeand when you know how much that meansyou've found that special thingyou're flying without wingsso, impossible as they may seemyou've got to fight for every dreamcos who's to know which one you let gowould have made you completewell, for me it's waking up beside youto watch the sun rise on your faceto know that i can say i love youat any given time or placeit's little things that only i knowthose are the things that make you mineand it's like flying without wingscos you're my special thingi'm flying without wingsand you're the place my life beginsand you'll be where it endsi'm flying without wingsand that's the joy you bringi'm flying without wings

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6C2fX5oaww&feature=channel

2008-11-01T21:06:00.000-07:00

How I wish OP's now banished from my life for good.

With many other students having their OP's completed already, so why must mine be on the last day? I've already memorised my script and has since forgotten about it. The forgotten content, lost words that were once recited verbatim ( a word i learnt from lesson 1) with precision and gusto dissipated as I grew weary of it.

PW is an extended combat plus a life-sucker thrown into the warzone. Both draining and threatening. Ok, let's get to the brighter side of things. Naruto is getting more and more exciting!!!

2008-10-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

Well, pw is in its final phase. Finally. Accentuating the agony and distress we have all suffered under its menacing claws. With freedom within our reaches, a heartwarming feeling began its pervasion within the depths of my very soul. Its indelibility, arrogance and not forgetting the cries of capitulation, the hopes of salvation, the stoic determination coerced and brutally dragged from within, the result of countless insomniacs, coupled with nonetheless, the expected fear of undesirable results. This basically sums up my thoughts for it. Although i may not even make sense of what i was writing earlier, there is no doubt that everyone can now see the light at the end of the tunnel.

The higher echelons of power have decided to eradicate it-----for good.

2008-10-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

The University Panel was rather informative albeit the dry and flat information I had to digest.

3 speakers turned up to advertise for their respective colleges. Now, what if they are graded for OP? Ok, i shall grade them.

NUS-32/40 (varying intonation, good clarity of speech, able to bring points across)
NTU-25+5/40 ( monotonous, however, he earned praise from my mother that he has good content, thus +5)
SMU-38/40 (highly entertaining, relate well with audience by providing a personal touch, manly voice, clarity of speech, humorous, highly beneficial content)

So, at the end of their speeches, something pervaded my mind. I came to realise that " IF I DON'T STUDY, MY FUTURE LOOKS BLEAK. " Hmmm......maybe it's time to throw away residual thoughts so that i can attain a larger memory space. Ok, we'll see how NEXT year.

2008-10-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

The hippest song in town!

2008-10-13T06:12:00.001-07:00

Today, i nearly blew it, but i bottled it. Gd job, Ben

2008-10-12T00:05:00.000-07:00

Now, I'm in the worst state of things. Cos of these few things.
-I have a confused mind (emotionally entangled)
-I am in holiday mood
-The heat for pw is rather overwhelming
-my acads. suk
-I may have more tuitions
-I dunno what i'm doing most of the time
-The doraemon on my table is smiling at me
-24 hours a day is really not sufficient
-I'm addicted to shi lian fei zhu liu, jay chou's new song which makes me more emo than usual

I need a life coach who can guide me to the right way in life or just someone who scolds me to stop wasting time.

However, if i were to make full use of every moment of my life, pressure will factor in and I will not be happy at all. So what to do? CBA

Yep, so when is the next kbox session?

2008-10-09T05:06:00.000-07:00

9th October,

1.Teng Hweeeeeee's Bdae. Ate a cake and drank a packet of green tea to alleviate the dryness.

2. Tennis was like shit. After warming up, the LIGHTNING RISK WENT OFF! And Tan went on a SCOLDING RAMPAGE! then scoldscoldscold and we all went inside for shleter. Under a Stifling, hot afternoon. TTs The Irony. Although there were a couple of dark clouds on the sky above, anyone could see that there was no slightest hint of thunder or lightning at all? So we waited and waited and waited. The alarm never went off.......

3. After tennis. i went pp to get my jay chou's latest album. The shop ass. said it will only come out on the 15th. hai....cocked up la, i watched some tv show and they said coming out on the 9th! THE 9TH!!! disappointed....

On a lighter note, I've got no R papers to take...well, its both bad and good news, depending on how you see it.

2008-10-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

today,

on this fine and windy day, i woke up with 2 lazy eyes. I call them that cos they refuse to open by more than half of their usual self. So, the day started with these 2 eyes making my world smaller than usual. As if my eyes can prognosticate my future, the day that lie ahead of me wasn't pleasant. So, I thought, maybe my eyes didn't want me to see too much of my lousy results. It almost seem like a reality foreshadowing, dropping hints about my bad day.

Well, my results were as bad as usual so i better not dwell on that! But i think it's just not too bad, not too good. Gang gang hao. But in this hard-hearted academia, the middle-class is just nt good enough. In the world of finance, the middle-class gets sandwiched in the middle, not receiving enough rebates, subsidies and stuff, while the poor gets substantial help and the rich can afford anything cos they are rich. So, being in a bad state, i need some insightful contemplating.

And after school, i ponned violin for a movie, cool? I felt that my eyes were tired, so no use going for the lesson. Since i always attended the lesson for fun, i felt that it will not be fun given my current conditions. So i ponned. Then, the movie hua pi was quite stupid with a few touching scenes? i just wanna say this: 痴情男人很难找. Cos i feel that in the show, the man was morally upright and has guts. Indeed. He can resist a woman stripping in front of him, haha. Well, if that happened to me, i may just walk away depending on the situation. The end of this day will end on a high? PW, my BELOVED subject. You better not give me an A or below for my effort in it. Cos I'll not be very happy. Hey my girlfriend switched from the pull-up bar to you okay, so you better cherish it? Ok, I'm not good enough for you, so you will not give me an A? hai....this thing is becoming my monologue, so I'll just stop here.

I hope that I'll wake up with big, sparkling eyes tmr, so that i do not continue to dao people so much cos i tend to do tt when I'm tired.

For my results, hmmm.....I think I'll just let life take its course and not ask for too much within a short period of time. My aptitude is just not massive enough.

What a fine day, isn't it?

2008-10-04T21:38:00.000-07:00

Yo, I've changed my blog skin!
To commemorate this, i shall post this vid. cotaining bleach's 2nd opening song, which i find quite cool. Although it's quite ironic that i posted a bleach song instead of naruto's, yeh, I'm feeling kinda ironic nowadays.

Enjoy!

2008-10-01T19:39:00.000-07:00

KBOX IS REAL FUN.
SOCCER 2.
TENNIS IS FABULOUS.
MUGGING SUX.
HOTSHOT IS NICE but now a bit boring alr.

2008-09-16T02:38:00.000-07:00

What is the obstacle stopping me from mugging?

The tendency to move towards fun. The same logic behind entropy isn't it. I can't suppress the tendency unless i have a compelling reason for mugging, rite. And this reason is never good results. I've seen this phenomenon too many times in life. Well, sometimes i hope that i am a robot. No feelings, no fluctuations in moods, hardworking fellow, high efficiency. However, I am not it...

So, let's just do what we are supposed to do and see how it goes. Okay, i shall do just that.

2008-09-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

4A, the best class eva. Look at those innocent looks of all of u. The worth of reminiscing.

2008-09-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hey, i thank all the people hu have sent me msgs. Wensiu, 91514460, fongsun, jackson, jiayi, huishan, jinchieh, junyuan, naomi, tenghui, may, yixiang, alicea, nicole and finally rajesh. For the unknown no., erm....tell me hu u r ok? cos i rlly dun hav ur no. haha. Thank u guys, this is the first bdae where i had to return so many sms-es, and this lifted me off from my mugging. Oh man, there goes another unproductive day.
I rlly appreciate these sms-es ok.....but as age catches up on me, bdaes are getting less n less meaningful......

It is lovely, when I forget all birthdays, including my own, to find that somebody remembers me. ~Ellen Glasgow

THKS

2008-08-23T01:49:00.001-07:00

2008-08-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

I feel like migrating.
To a faraway place like

cos promos are coming.

I can't study but I don't wanna disappoint.

So how? Study lor.
But when i study, there is a sense of void in me. Emptiness. Loneliness.

Solution: I should get someone to study with me. Just 1. Cos it will get noisy if there are too many people.

Analysis: However, I may start to communicate with the person via verbal means and deviate from my initial aim of studying.

Effect: Studying session rendered ineffective.

Factors that affect the session:
1. Location
2. Mode of Transport
3. Noise level of environment
4. Type of materials used
5. Subjects targeted
6. Mood
7. Weight of my bag
8. Type of hairstyle i have, affects my mood
9. Choices of food available
10. Presence of Basketball machines, cos I'm addicted to it
11. Wind Velocity, Light Intensity, Moisture Level, Fertility of soil in the ground
(I think thats about all)

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Date: 3 Sept 08
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Purpose of session: Design a mug
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Disclaimer: Contents mentioned above displays a hypothetical situation in which a student is desperate for grades but wasting time doing this instead of mugging for his econs test which will take place the next day.

2008-08-05T03:04:00.000-07:00

PLS COME BACK, I MISS UR ABSOLUTE DOMINANCE

2008-08-02T05:51:00.000-07:00

today i had connect sg was from 9 to abt. 1. Woke up arnd 8.30am, so i decided to take a cab or else risk the risk of being late. The thing started at 9.30 ( I meant the debriefing ) and i seriously regretted taking e cab. And there were even ppl coming in at 10.30am, what is this world becoming to man...Oh well, I took a self-declared break with Filbert, Ryan and the rest of the blk and we were filling ourselves with drumlets. YES, DRUMLETS. I ate 2. There was pepper on it, justa harmless tinge of it, so it didn't kill me. N the skin was uber crispy as it found itself a perfect balance of crunchiness n crispiness. N it was quite small as its name suggests. I think small amts of good stuff is the way to get ppl addicted. Like the small cup of milo from the vending machine under my hse. Is rajesh still craving for it, I hope not. Then it was all bore....dom. I think i stoned for quite a large portion of the time though and I'm a Logistics Volunteer (LV). Anyway, its just a slack post. Gonna wear a vest on 08/08/08, the day itself. My position is the slackiest. period.

Lagging in my studies, lagging in my external committments, lagging in emotional drive, lagging in staying relevant. Well, my worthless is increasingly resounding. When sun rises the next day, I will still be the same old blyx, pondering about the excruciation I'm feeling now. The pain just never ceases, hai...now, I'm set for pw. The super practical stuff will help contain my sensual erraticism; I hope so.

2008-07-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

Was browsing thro my picture gallery and discovered some nostalgic fotos!

HAHA A DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO SAVE MY DYING BLOG.

2008-07-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

affairs of the heart.

confounding AND SHIT. i dun wanna morph into a _ _ _ _. OH FREAK. freak. NO.

2008-06-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

FUTILE ATTEMPT TO UNBLOCK CBOX

2008-06-27T21:33:00.000-07:00

2008-06-15T20:45:00.001-07:00

Your Androgynous Name Is:

Ocie Golden

What's Your Androgynous Name?

2008-06-15T20:33:00.000-07:00

This week is supposed to be the super chiong week before mid yrs. So i intend to seriously chiong. Howeva.....
During bizclub cip, I went to eat KFC's zinger burger. And now, im down with fever. OK, im all set to fail mid yrs.

2008-06-12T19:03:00.000-07:00

Love isn't blind, it just sees the things that matters.

alrite, i'm set to fail mid yrs.

2008-06-05T19:40:00.000-07:00

After a few days of pw, going to the west side of Spore, applying for my IC and eventually cancelling it cos ive found my wallet..., I'm back to my old, usual, monotonous life of mine.

There I was, once again, sitting peacefully in a corner of the vegetarian stall opposite my house, eating their food. Then, i went to pick a can drink from their fridge and the auntie asked me :"你要不要水草？" Momentarily, i was taken aback and wondering, wth is tt? Oh I realized shui cao is actually a straw IN CHINESE. HAI....my chinese suk now and i'm not relishing tt. Gone were the days when my chi was still gd. As in, relatively better.

I replied the auntie "OH, 要" and quickly crept back to my seat in a corner of the vegetarian hut, slowly disapearing into oblivion.

2008-05-29T05:39:00.000-07:00

PW's disgusting, infuriating, stupendously stupid piece of shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and come next year, it will be exiled from the surface of ths earth. So why are we so lucky to be able to do it?

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH..............

2008-05-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

TTTTTEEEEENNNNNNNIIIIIIISSSSS

I went down to kallang tennis centre today to support the tennis gals semifinals along with some other tennis boys (ponning chem and bio tutorials,..............UNFORTUNATELY. One of the most CORRECT thing i've ever done in my life although they are far and few between. Witnessed the powess of RJC tennis boys including S'pore no.1 seed. he's 1.86m tall, colossal in front of the lowly net. His service was an EXPLOSION. And his many serves made up a GINORMOUS EXPLOSION!!!! ok, in short, his service is imba. Although he made a few unforced errors, he remained brilliant.

Tennis gals won. Thats the moral of the vj tennis story, isn't it.

I SHALL TRAIN HARD, SO SUPPORT ME NEXT YR HAHA

2008-05-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

I'm in a karma-striken state right now. AAAAAHHHH

Looking at my window, a triangular mini-victorian flag caught my eye. It was presented to me on the graduation ceremony which ends yet another chapter of school life. Reminiscing my past 4 years in VS, a tinge of nostalgia invaded me. The feeling back then was never going to be retrieved. Its just gone. Anyway, the cohort of 2007 suffered much, but delivered in the end. A sweet and swift closure to everything, i reckon. Okie dokie, the misery of doing my gp starts now.

2008-05-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

Since tennis training only takes up once a week nowadays, as our season ended abruptly a week ago, I went back to my old tennis class to whack some balls. It was the tennis class I stopped going after I joined VJ. Even though the people there did not really change much, I still felt a tinge of unfamiliarity. Well, a racket really spoilt my day. I borrowed a racket from my coach since I left mine school. O3 speedport blue. Not bad. However, the grip was different, the weight was different and it's oversize as compared to mine. Initially, I thought that the racket was cool. Unexpectedly, it brought my game down. Haha, I played the worst tennis of my life yesterday and that's not a good showing after I've left the group for such a long time.

I will bring along my racket for the next lesson, i assure.

2008-04-26T00:18:00.000-07:00

thks to all those who came to support even though we did not make it in the end. thks to all those that cheered their hearts out. thk u.

how can i get stronger? oh man...

2008-04-19T18:11:00.000-07:00

although arnand said a little off-form is fine, i knew i was not playing well, wth.

2008-04-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

In this world, which is more important: results or the process ?

I can't cope with my acads.
with tennis 4 times week and biz club once. If i can't cope with my acads., it would mean mediocre results. Even though i train hard for tennis, we might not win anything at all. With tennis's demanding schedule, it will mean that i cannot be v.N2 in bizclub. In which I may just remain as someone insignificant. Unimportant. Or someone totally invisible.

Conclusion: My life right now is leading me directly into the gates of failure. However, if the end results of whatever i do is not the most impt, the entire logic will be overthrown. However, the world operates on the basis of results. RUO ROU CHIANG SHI.

I wanna do my tutorials, but i just dont have the str. to do it. period.

2008-03-31T05:33:00.001-07:00

You are a Rubik's Cube

You are engaging and popular. People are drawn to your colorful personality.

As much as they try, people can't stay away from you.

And while you seem easy to understand, people can't figure out what direction you're coming from.

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

2008-03-31T05:08:00.001-07:00

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.

You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

2008-03-31T05:05:00.001-07:00

Your Outrageous Name is:

Phil McCrackin

Outrageous Name Generator

2008-03-31T04:47:00.000-07:00

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Life's so boring that i had to engage such stuffs.

2008-03-29T07:17:00.001-07:00

Your Monster Profile

War Worm

You Feast On: Bananas

You Lurk Around In: Swamps

You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies

What's Your Monster Name?

2008-03-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

My exciting trip to sa today along with tennis members.
Ends with myself deeply struggling with doing PI. Anyways, we were thrashed by them. So its kinda good in the sense that it was a wake-up call for me. The weeks ahead wouldn't be easy, coping with both trainings and acads. I bet i will be stoning more often now, so don't be suprised.

Oh i just received the msg from bizclub.....monday's break forgone...

2008-03-28T04:55:00.000-07:00

Life's a torture; life's a story; life's a torturous story. If you reckon it being so, it will become so. And i really do nowadays.

All my worries and troubles nowadays: havent read bio's lastlastlastlast lecture notes, chem's lastlastlast lecture notes, math's lastlast lecture notes, econs's lastlastlast lecture notes. Not a tinge of inspiration with regards to the dreadful PI due next monday. Completely lost steam and lost of track of academics, including all sleeping periods, aka lectures, in which only about 5% of total syllabus covered enters my mind. Up-and-coming E-assessments are also v.disturbing considering the fact that i will always forget topics learnt after not touching them for a month or so. Also considering the fact that the season is starting, which means skipping of lectures and tutorials. Countless of them.

These are not the worst headache thats rocking my mind nowadays, its the slack attitude that i possess that is the root of all troubles. Looking from another point of view, now is indeed the best time to slack. So y not? Relative to next year's even greater workload and mounting pressures and expectations, now is indeed still early to crumble and collapse. At least there's still tennis to sustain my pleasures in life.

Looking forward to tomorrow's friendly against sajc. Also, my chinesse is deproving along with my engrish, crab.

2008-03-27T05:20:00.000-07:00

first match for the tennis team : 16th april against dunno-what jc (i forgot)

2008-03-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

Let's rock tonight.

2008-03-19T19:00:00.000-07:00

Yiliang is an Ah Beng

(Absolutely random post with nth at all to comment on my uber monotonous life)

2008-03-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

Im outta CIC, now I'm only left with tennis.

The reason: only 15 places available for abt. 40 ppl. Looks like I've got to search high and low agn. And i don't like the life of a wanderer.

Tmr is art's day, ponning sinema2. Crappy fings continue to continue. Crappy days resumed resuming.

2008-03-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

today's friendly against tj, i fink we won.
i won my doubles match with wilson 6-4 and lost my singles match to ernest from tj 6-7 down. He was also from vs, and i remembered seeing his face somewhere before.

I'M GETTING DARKER BY THE DAYS!!! TOO MUCH SUNTANNING I GUESS.

2008-03-13T22:46:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY...~_~...

cic went to orange valley nursing home to conduct a cip. Yup, it was my first time going to a nursing home, and it turned out to be rather fun after all. Firstly, there was a debrief by the coordinator about various medical conditions of the elderly living there. Well, some have dementia, stroke, where there are also more serious ones. There is an old lady who has a medical condition tt causes her to shout every now and then, although we didn't get to witness it, which was lucky. As quoted from one of the elderly who was v.friendly, she said, "when she shouts, it seemed like the roof was blown off, and i had a shock of my life".
Soon, it was time for work. Some chatted with the elderly, and kept them entertained. This actually benefited both parties as we got to share our experiences and thoughts. Although there were some random comments from one of them that she had visited 38 countries, which we doubted its reliability, all was well.
After that, we began to get some of the elderly to get ready for their daily exercises. It was just mainly stretching exercises and throwing n catching of a ball, AND BOWLING!!! Not the real one, but the masak masak one. We clapped every time they hit some pins down to give some encouragement and liven up the dull atmosphere evident in the home at Thomson, which indeed was a little sad. After tt, our job was done, sounds easy but ironically, it was not.
The weather recently was FREAKING irritating LA. singlish rocks. erm..wait.get back to topic.
A heavy downpour struck and almost everyone got wet getting to novena mrt station. My socks and shoe was beyond doubt, a victim of the rain. I COULD FEEL WATER FLOWING INSIDE MY SHOE, HOW COOL RITE! Then, i went for lunch with rajesh at the budget BurgerKing instead of the extravagant Fish n Co. where the others went. Ltr, Jonathan and his friend came to join us. Hey, Tendergrill chicken meal was quite satisfying, maybe because i was too hungry.
Just because of this, i ponned tennis training, hai...but it was fun ??? and enriching. Nv thought tt i would one day be volunteering in a nursing home. This day, ive crossed the boring boundaries of my life to extend my reach to the stars above.

Im feeling like a handicap now, having done only A BIT of physicals during tennis. Basically, we hopped on one leg around the tennis court for 2 rounds, and then switch legs. omg, now my left leg is muscle strained. Fink i'll just lie down in front of my com and sleep. Hope that the strain will be gone by tmr 9.00am. Cos there'll be a friendly against TJC, if i can't even walk properly, let alone play tennis, haha

Shit, maths ct will be next monday and i better not fail, becos if i do, i'll most likely face the demon inside mr Ho, which i dont dare to contemplate.
But the bottomline is, at least im doing something.

2008-03-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIR.
actually wanna keep my fringe long, but.....its gone once agn, some sort of a disappearing act.
but eventually, the hairdresser waxed it out to be plain spiky and sharp. Like wat my grandma said: like a durian.

I CHANGED MY SPECS.
and i fink i look weird in it.

2008-03-08T06:45:00.000-08:00

TIS POST IS DEDICATED TO THE FINALIST THAT SNATCHED A VICTORY OVER MANU
: PORTSMOUTH.

I SHALL LIST THE VARIOUS HIGHLIGHTS OF THE GAME: MANU VS POMPEY

-DIARRA GOT A YELLOW CARD AS A RESULT OF SUMO STYLE KNOCKDOWN OF SEVERAL PLAYERS.
-RONALDO GOT RAPED OF A PENALTY WHEN SOME POMPEY DEFENDER LITERALLY BULLDOZED HIM TO THE GROUND AFTER DASHING TOWARDS HIM-NOT THE BALL-FOR ABT. 10M, REF SAYS PLAY ON.
-EVRA GOT A GD CROSS OVER TO TEVEZ WHO LUNGED TOO MUCH FORWARDS-UNABLE TO GET A GD TOUCH ON THE BALL, A GD CHANCE MISSED.
-ROONEY N TEVEZ HAVE GOT A 2 ON 1 CHANCE. SQUANDERED IT.
-NANI CROSSED A RAPID YET ACCURATE BALL FROM THE RIGHT FLANK TOWARDS THE CENTRE OF GOAL-POMPEY SKIPPER CAMPBELL CLEARED IT
-RONALDO FIRED A LOW SHOT AMIDST A CROWD OF PLAYERS- FIRING IT ONLY A METRE WIDE.
-EVRA LANDED A FEROCIOUS STRIKE FROM JUST INSIDE THE PENALTY AREA THAT WAS SO ACUTE THAT POMPEY KEEPER DAVID JAMES DID SOME OUT-OF-TIS-WORLD PARRYING TO KEEP MANU AT BAY
-A BRILLIANT 1-2 FROM ROONEY N RONALDO RESULTS IN A SHOT WIDE FROM CRISTIANO RONALDO-SHLD HAVE DONE MUCH BETTER-

N THEN.....THE REFEREE DECIDED TO PLAY THE GAME....

-KUSZCZAK GOT KNEED ON THE HEAD AND THE POMPEY STRIKER FELL DOWN AS A RESULT. REFEREE'S DECISION : PENALTY PLUS A MUCH UNJUSTIFIED RED CARD FOR MANU'S SUBSTITUTE KEEPER.
-RIO FERDINAND GOES TO GOAL.
-MUNTARI SCORED THE PENALTY WHICH EVENTUALLY WON THE MATCH.

IT WAS A GAME WHERE THE REFEREE WAS THE PLAYER AND THE PLAYERS WERE SITTING DUCKS.
IN THIS PARTICULAR FIXTURE, WITH MANU'S 19 SHOTS ON GOAL AND 64% POSSESSION, WERE NO MATCH FOR POMPEY'S 6 SHOTS ON GOAL AND 36% POSSESSION.

THIS WAS A GAME WHERE THERE WAS ONLY 1 PLAYER ON THE PITCH: THE BLOODY REF AND IM FREAKING PISSED WIF TT.

2008-03-05T02:19:00.000-08:00

schooling is becoming worse and worse and worse...

2008-02-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

A tribute to cristiano ronaldo for his sheer brilliance

2008-02-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

HAIL MY VS UNIFORM

COS TODAY MAY BE THE LAST TIME I WILL EVER WEAR IT IN MY LIFE.

2008-02-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

突发奇想之论

死神---是否存在？

如果真的有此事，那该多好。死神---掌管人类的生死，将快要死的人类判定死亡的意识，决定死亡的代价。当人死的时候，真的会回想起生前说做过的一切吗? 如果人能与死神沟通的话，死亡即不会带来遗憾。被某人死亡波击的人数将减少，痛苦将减少，凄凉将减少，悲哀将减少，情绪恢复之速度将加倍。因为若能与死神沟通，我们可以得知自己的死亡时间，地点与死亡原因。这样，亲朋好友能有所准备。更重要的是，自己能有心理准备。

和死神签下死亡之契约等于是被诅咒的开端---因为你知道你即将死亡。有多少人能坦然地接受一切，能冷静思考以后有什么打算？死亡是件恐怖以及破天荒的现象，有些突然，有些缓慢。

20来岁的人多数都是刚刚踏入社会的人。这年龄尘的人或许会有一些在事业上已经有所成就的人，也有一些正要开始起跑机，打算在事业上冲刺。但是这世上也存在着一些患有癌症的人士。他们存在于任何年龄尘。与病魔搏斗的经历仿佛自己在与死神搏斗。一旦癌症到了末期，医生会告诉你你剩下多少寿命，这时，你已经与死神签下了死亡协议书。无奈万分，火冒三丈，情绪失控，都无法涉免被死神诅咒的命运。但是，若你把令你放不下的事情全都做完的话，你将会“死而无罕”。

2008-02-22T03:31:00.000-08:00

shld i talk about this unfortunate incident?
oh wells, since i have nth at all to blog...

Today, i was rushing home as i was having a tennis lesson at 4pm. Got onto the bus at 3.35. Bus ride took 17 mins. Walked briskly home. Bound to be late.
As usual, took out my badge and TRIED to enclose the sharp end of the badge using the other end of the badge. Alas, i somehow missed it. In a split second, the sharp needle penetrated into my finger, leaving me in a state of shock. OMG. Had to pluck it out, calm myself down, washed the wound. Armed with a mini circular shaped plaster attached, i went tennis.

During econs lecture today, i was sitting beside jinger n jinger was sitting beside khaizar. Then, khaizar showed jinger a chinese character and asked ,"Is this a chinese character?"
"What does it mean?". Jinger replied," It means i love u................" Khaizar, being bestowed upon a foreign knowledge way beyond his own boundary which is literally too confounding to internalise and too difficult to integrate it to a portion of his brain matter, replied," Its not I love u....i thought i love u is 你好吗？"
He said it with total firmness and with an aura of high intellect. Jinger and I BURST INTO LAUGHTER!!!!!!!
N we nv stopped laughing......

Even till now, khaizar still doesnt know what we were laughing at.period.
But life's like that, unfairness and other factors contrary to common expectations sets in. Like the ppl who are going to leave s34. Saddening indeed.
Often, i thought to myself: What if im the one leaving? How will i respond? Will my heart bleed? Or will i simply adapt myself to my new school?
Will i stone and let time go by, wasting my golden age in life. Yet again, define what is productive work and whats not. Define what is inferiority and superiority. Does having a higher L1R5 determine one's worth and place in VJ? Does having 6 pts. prove that u r the cream of the crop and that u can bask urself under the holy light of academic excellence? Apparently, yes.

This experience has brought to my attention an alarming fact of life.

In this world, the end result is more impt. than the process, and that u must work like a robot devoid of feelings and emotions to excel. sth like go to school, mug non stop during breaks, mug even harder at home, and think of mugging in ur sleep. Yes, tis kinda robot will definitely excel in this hard and cruel world where everything is result-based. Nonetheless, i still prefer to be a bloody slacker.

GD LUCK TO ALL PPL LEAVING S34. PHYSICALLY BUT NV MORALLY.

2008-02-20T20:42:00.000-08:00

2008-02-20T00:18:00.000-08:00

O2 is uberly crappo shitty mama.

hate it... not blaming the ppl who organised it.
just speaking from my p.o.v.

ITS crap...not going anymore.

2008-02-16T19:08:00.000-08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED THRASHED ARSENAL
4-0!!!!!!!!!!!!

showed them hus the real boss.

2008-02-16T04:16:00.000-08:00

是否尝过内心挣扎之痛苦？

生活忙碌，白感交错，人生失去久违了的目标，显得干燥乏味。加上情绪上种种的负担，人生简单不再。我们都有情绪，有感情。把痛苦，悲哀，压力，烦恼统统都叠在头上，伤害已造成，人生已改变，无法挽回。

寂寞边界，都存在于人们的心中。

无论你如何否认，它的确存在。

在周遭的熏陶下，如何反应，如何适应，都成了无可避免的因素。被潮流迁引，被时代改变，被老天捉弄，被他人左右，都是现代生活里应要付出的代价。而这些因素所带来的，远超乎我们所盼望的，追求的。

物质享受，荣华富贵，至高无上的权利。
这不是人们所渴望的吗。现代人与古人之间有着天壤之别，天之地差之分，还是依然没变？

以后的路，这么走才是正确的道路，通往成功之途径。不管往日要这么走下去，我们都不能被捆在时代与潮流转变的隙缝之间，免得踏了进去，出不来。

2008-02-14T23:43:00.000-08:00

X COUNTRY IS SO FUN..................BORING.

FEELING PURPLY TODAY...SO I SHALL BLOG IN PURPLE.

3 complaints today.
care to listen?
1. my position for today's 4.8km run was 390. which means there are approximately 389 ppl that are fitter than me.

2. timothy did not tell me he was collecting his testimonial from vs today ( to apply for DSTA scholarship). I could have gone with him so that i do not have to make a trip back to vs BY MYSELF which will be darn boring.

3. Y MUST MY LUCKY DRAW PRIZE BE X PAIRS OF THICK AND LONG SOCKS? , where x is the no. of pairs of socks i've received. They are seriously thicker than VS socks, which were alr. so bad, and some were black. OMG. first time in my life receiving a prize that i would contemplate throwing away.

Yiliang's got a converse bag .........
lucky man

4.8 km was not TT bad after all. Despite feeling like hell, feeling like a dumbass, feeling like my limbs were broken, it was not so bad.

I shall end this post with a V-day quote i received: "I love u like crazy, cos I'd go crazy without u."
quite logical, i think.

2008-02-12T06:00:00.000-08:00

What Benjamin Lin Yuxiang Means

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-08T22:26:00.000-08:00

Lets start this post with this auspicious color which is also, my favourite color coincidentally.

But i did not say that i will utilise this color for the whole post. Got tricked?

Ah...pardon my spastic-ness. Regarding my cny celebrations with my relatives, it was plain boring. Except the part where i got my angpows, apparently. Played xbox with noobs, aka my cousins which was of little excitement, i suppose. There was no culmination, no climax during this cny. Sadly so. Gone were the days where i would play blackjack for hours and hours, winning and losing wealth at the same time. Essentially, was the outcome of how much I've earned or lost the most important thing? In the past, i would say yes. But now, its the opposite. Don't ask me why, cos i've no idea myself.
I guessed its due to the fact that I've became a much more boring person. AND I DON'T CARE BOUT ANYTHING. The evidence of rapid time wastage? I've wasted much of my life doing toopid things....its the truth. HAHA

Doing stuffs like watching this video.
Anyways, enjoy watching

2008-02-07T03:03:00.000-08:00

ok, I've decided to blog. After being absent for a real long time. Cos i had to add SOMEONE to my links.
Shall start off with something very factual and solemn. Truly wish that the winter storm conditions will die down fast in china so that the workers will be able to contact and perhaps, with luck's aid, get to see their their relatives.
My days in vjc have really been fruitful, making new friends and new teachers. More importantly, getting used to the life in this fine institution.
hei...im going to rant off one of my displeasures in tis post now.

I mugged for a bio quiz only to get a 63.6% for it.
Freakingly ruthless,merciless and unsympathetic, the nature of the academia world.

2008-01-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

THIS IS MY OG of vj orientation 2008!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-05T17:42:00.000-08:00

ITS TIME TER BLOG!!!!!
---r u high enough---
---R U HIGH ENOUGH---
---RU HIGH ENOUGH!!!!!!!---

Lets start off with the day at suntec and end off with the day at suntec...It was a gloriously bright day with dark cluds looming ominously in the azure blue sky.....Furst, my og went to yoshinoya for dinner after waiting about 40 mins for jonathan. As i seldom go to suntec, i followed behind the Big Guy, Kenneth, my ogl, which was rather prominent amidst the waves of ppl at suntec. Then we sneaked out to buy a bdae cake for a bdae girl.
After successfully getting a cake, it tastes quite nice actually, we had a terribly hard time looking for as lighter. We went to watsons,a home fix shop, guardian. Can't find it. Then the big guy called jia yi, the 2nd ogl to come out as she was still enjoying her saliva enticing meal at yoshi as 4 heads are better than 3 ( btw, we picked up jonathan on the way---extra maniac----btw we tricked him to long johns and then to carvana). Erm....yup.....sheessh.....shawsh......AH!!!
Finally got the lighter from yoshi itself. Lighted the cake, opened it up, walked surreptitiously towards yoshi from the outside and suprise!!! The following series of events are as listed below:
The conventional -omg wat a suprise!!!
-cut cake
-ate cake
happy happy......Kenneth and Yiliang laughed like crazy without knowing y....i smiled too as they were bursting in some interminable no reason laughther.

At e fountain of wealth....no stamina...sry needa end tis post.....promise i will continue some other time.

2008-01-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

will try to blog on wkends.....too tired nowadayzzz....though no promises....zzzzz

2007-12-31T05:37:00.000-08:00

This is my last post of the year so lets end this post with a big bang in dramatic fashion!!!!

OKAY???????

On my counts........3

................................2

................................1

"BANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

thats all folks....hope u will tune in to this blog next yr( weri unlikely)...............and hope alls' all future endeavours a success and that everyone will sleep well TONITE!!!!

(wat.....u going countdown...can't sleep?.......well.......)

2007-12-29T04:16:00.000-08:00

I've just chosen the subject combination that I'm taking in VJC. Had a tough internal struggle over whether to take PCME or BCME which is phy,chem,math,econs or bio,chem,math,econs. It was a struggle because i scored low marks for both subjects and had no interest in both subjects. Thus, i all boils down to my predatory instincts to decide my own fate. In the end, i HECK CARED and chose the latter. Okay, happily, I've done what I'm supposed to do and carried on playing pokemon. Did not take chinese becos i took higher chinese in VS, so no issues there. Third language? Not v.sure about that so I left that column blank.

Henceforth, this is are my subs...

Bio
Chem
Math
Econs
PW
GP

I fink thats all.....did I miss out any?
I hope not!!!

2007-12-25T05:57:00.000-08:00

Wishing all a delightful and joyous christmas today. Merry christmas.

2007-12-19T05:44:00.000-08:00

2007-12-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

Listen to this....

2007-12-18T04:13:00.000-08:00

Pae results are out and i am posted to vjc. Instead of overwhelming happiness erupting, i feel rather calm. And worried. I know that I did not do well as expected and I may just get kicked out of vj after the O lvl results are out. So, if I'm dead lucky, i get to stay. If not, its just too bad. I will resign to fate and hope for the best.

With the blink of an eye, holidays are almost over, slack time will dissipate away at superman's flying speed, soon, school will reopen and its time to wake up. Wake up to a new place with many new prospects worth pursuing. Having done nothing this holiday, I'm quite excited by the thought of schooling, not sure why. Maybe its because i need a change in lifestyle or maybe its becos im just too bored. Too bored.

2007-12-13T22:41:00.000-08:00

Voice from Heaven

Since i was in Taiwan for 8 days, it was imperative and a once in a lifetime time to watch the 金马奖 live at taipei 小巨蛋. When I reached there, fans are already queueing up and gathering along the Red Carpet where all the stars will walk on. And the fact that many of the fans were holding cardboards and other accessories with 萧帮 on it. Fans of xiao jing teng which is the guy singing in the vid.

Stood for few hours and it was five-thirty-finally-. The sky grew dark and yes, the evening of taipei was from 5pm onwards. unlike singapore which is 7pm onwards. Black cars with tinted windows began streaming in towards the scene in an orderly fashion. The two hosts of the event heralded the start of the event. Stars i saw included hejunxiang,guofucheng,wangleehom,tangwei,lizunji,director leeang,shuqi,da S,xiaojingteng etc. Even though i only saw them from a distance as it was tiring to maintain a tip-toed position and continuously squeezing into the packed crowd. A situation none relished. Oh ya i even saw fann wong and gurmit singh there as they were representing their show-the govt. thingy-notsure-

ONE MORE THING----the car in which LiZunJi was in had pitch black windows unlike others which were slightly visible, slightly.

Ok end of post and photos of e trip may be coming up in the NEAR FUTURE---sleep in fear tonight---

2007-11-13T22:49:00.000-08:00

4A 07

nv forgotten

2007-11-13T05:27:00.000-08:00

O2 = oxygen molecule =Olvls over!!!

Rajesh!! mug for Alvls now!!! okay...i'll join u in 1 yr's time.
stop mugging!!!! wake up from e O nightmare. WAKE UP. Woken. To the rise of dawn. To the call of duty. From the Olvls...

random ......bb got to go!!! COS im on the run....

2007-11-10T23:49:00.000-08:00

I have been tagged by WL.

FavouriteFavourite colour: Red
Food:nth
Favourite movie: lets see....HappyFeet =)
Favourite sport:Soccer,Tennis,Pool.....
Favourite day: Holidays =)
Favourite season:Winter
Favourite Ice-cream:Strawberry
Current mood:not happy
Current clothes:white T-shirt red shorts
Current destop: my pc lorzzzzzzzzzzz
Current time: 3.55pm
Current surrounding: Air?
Current annoyance: Stupid physics
FirstFirst bestfriend: Secret
First crush: REALLY cann0t tell
First movie: I fink its some alien invasion show
First lie:lied tt i lied
First Music: Wang Lee Hom (i fink)
LastLast drink: mineral water
Last car ride:Yesterday
Last crush: none at present
Last CD played: JayChou (ontherun)
Have you ever...?
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: NO
Have you ever broken the law: Yes but of course i won't voice THEM out!
Have you ever been arrested: YA of course...when i was playing police & thief
Have you ever been on TV: maybe on advertisements?
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: NO la
Random5 things you are good at: what about things im bad at? can list loads more...
things you have done today:DOINGTHISQUIZ....
things you hear right now: JayChou's voice,MRT train zooming past my hse
people to tag: I hereby Announce the FACT that i REFUSE!

2007-11-08T17:56:00.000-08:00

I fink i seriously need specs....
blurry vision when i played xbox....cant stand it especially when fifa 08 has such smallllll words...

2007-10-26T05:56:00.000-07:00

here to make this special report-----my geog is screwed hahahhaha.....interminably

2007-09-19T05:17:00.000-07:00

Prelims are finally over and im in NO MOOD to restart my studies. First result got back-EM. 88. However, there are a hell lot of people that got much higher than this. So, im just hoping that my geog won't be that bad, my eng also. For HCL, i hope for a miracle to happen. On Me. Literal chinese peotry was what the compre passages consist of. The paper was set to kill PRC scholars, so that they study chinese? Study chinese more, then. For local students, not taken into consideration. Pray hard. I hope for a B3 and above. Being very optimistic, that is. Actually HCL is not important at all, since it is not counted in the prelims. However, i want to have a little test on my chinese standards, whether or not they are living up to expectations. This may sound idiotic to many, but to me, i want to prove something to myself.

Exams aside, nothing esle to say. School reopens and the first thing we had was G.E. No results, signifying low efficiency rate. We were endowed with stacks of SS papers. Do the SBQ of Hwa Chong. No mood, no spirit. Lazed around on my table while contemplating the questions. Tedious 3 periods. Gone like the wind. WHOOSH!

Writing a testimonial about myself is so FASCINATING!!! Well, you get to flatter, boast and talk about a perfect you. The qualities displayed......craps galore. The worst of all, 2 hours was the time I took writing crap, not in the least beneficial in my life. Not if you want to be a suck-up invertebrate your entire life. However, I do not deny that it is also a skill that can bring about wealth, power or any other temptations. I admit that life is not real anymore. Long gone were the days where people help one another out due to pure commiseration. Pure sympathy. Pure Humanity. Nowadays, the human brain is already modified such that efforts must always be accompanied by rewards. No one is to blame. This is how we grew up. In response to the stimuli around us, we have adopted stereotyped ways of responding to changes in our surroundings. And these ways are commonly reward-based. The sad thing of nature.

If there is one thing to blame, blame it all on human nature. Our selfish nature.

*This does not apply to all

2007-09-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

Firstly, my thanks to 3 ppl hu made this day memorable namely
: imba, sherman and cheese

Enjoyed e basketball machine very much and spent 8 dollars playing it. Our highest score was 107 i fink. TT was 4 ppl combined.
the highest score for tt machine was 700 ++.
SICK
Then there was the racing game.
raceraceracerace.....
i noe damn sian.

Played pool

Watched movie

went my hse

eat cake

xbox

play bridge(im noob)

end of a unforgettable day.

tts how i spent my 16th bdae.Thanks to the threesome tt made tis possible.Thank u.

2007-09-02T04:27:00.000-07:00

+Time For Bloggin'+

1 more day to a "quite" interesting day.
lately, ive fallen in love with ..........a song.
Listened like 10s of times, very emotional, moving.

recalling the P6 dayz have been very enriching thanks to the wonderful classmates i've had (random)
however, the memories of that period of time remained only as memories of the past, nothing special (to some ppl)
well, i xould still recall many facets of my pschul life, vividly in my mind.
Although i did not go back to khs on Teacher's day......i sincerely thank anyone who has impacted on me during the wonderful 6 yrs of pschul life.
A chapter of enrichment and experience tt i will nv forget.

Aiya, feeling emo now.....listening to my favourite song......sinking in my chair.......dwelling in deep thoughts.......immersed in my own world......reminiscing the past.......looking at myself now.......wat a stark contrast it brought..............feeling emo agn....

2007-08-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

back.
ok i cocked up geography
the rest seems to be "okay"....
MODERATION
let us all rise to herald the magnificance of it
well
serangoon jc here i come!!!!
erm....
i did my best i have no regrets
by william hung
i did my worst i show no remorse
by ME
em sure A1
i fink
combined humans can go die
a E8 shld be no prob.
lol
rfl
tmr's teacher's day
shld be in "celebration mood"
but rather, I feel an urge to do something
something i have never done b4

ah forget it im talking rubbish
end of chapter 1
chapter 2 will follow swiftly
with no time to gain awareness
soon it will be paradise.

2007-08-24T19:40:00.001-07:00

UPDATED!!!!!!

2007-08-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

countdown: 13 dayz to prelim 2
time has come and gone so fast.
time waits for no man.....so if u haven't started mugging, do so at this instant.
well.....i may belong to this grp of ppl.......and i haven't started......haha i'm dead..
what willl my fate be.
what will be my destiny.
what will i become.
the countdown rate is so fast tt it terrifies me.
can i achieve what many preach in the end?

Pls tune in to the next episode of "Ben's Bendy Band" and find out more about his -unable to mug hard-OBSESSION......and what will become of him in the future....toilet cleaner,coffee boy,slacker,wheezer, and everything -not nice-.

2007-08-03T02:39:00.000-07:00

A new fad has struck 4A.
its the handphone pokemon gold version.
when ppl look into their phones, ull know tt its pokemon!!!!!
and im playing it now.....
tts the REAL impt. fing.
haha oh prelims coming?
which is more impt.
OF course its pokemon rite!!!!!!!!
agree?

2007-08-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

these few dayz are really hellish
hw after hw
no time to settle down
hope tt next few days will be less hectic since prelim 2 is coming
at a ferocious pace
countdown : 22 more days to the first showdown.

2007-07-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

OK i get the message....

I better start studying like never before or im going to ITE .......as simple as tt.

2007-07-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

was mugging juz now.
-half an hr ltr-
i stopped mugging.
ha my revision for prelim2 was as followed.
i totally lost the willpower to override my emotions tt mugging was the right thing to do.
okay to be REEEEally Frank.
i was distracted by 3 things.
A book, My HP and a pack of Fran (Definition of Fran: it is a man-made product tt is made from wonderfully delicious ingredients that is coated on a STICK. sth like pocky)
Eatingeatingeatingeatingeating.
Then there was my hp.
Transferred some latest songs found in 落夜鬼跟 wang lee hom's latest album.
Finally there was my nice and fuzzy little bk.
Very tempting to read it indeed..........
since i left some 50 pages i shld really really really finish it now!!!
So i was like listening to music to soothe myself and engrossed in the amazing world the author Mark Robson had meticulously crafted.
and not letting out the cooling air-con tt made me feel sleepy.
well,......im actually reducing the effects of global warming rite?
so its some sort of a mutualism relationship.
LOOK..i switched on the air-con and i relaxed under its magical cooling effect and this magic also brings benefits to the already very HOT earth.
so.........its 2 benefits at the expense of 1.
Anyways the book is really very nice in terms of its plot,suspense,large variaty of chimchimchim vocabs and its setting. Even i was attracted to it since I seldom read books or anything at all.
lastly the POCKY LOOKALIKE STICKS TT I WAS RAVAGING AWAY.
was not as nice as expected.
hate this flavour * forgot what flavour it was*
3sticks in a pack of 4 or 5 i fink.
Expensive yet small in amts.
oh wellls this kinda situations are inevitable
Let me state another example.......
take the handphone for eg. (holding my minute hp in my hand)
u pay a lump sum of hard-earned money for a small Ffffffingy like this?
oh come on, it breaks when u drop it on the floor.
so vulnerable and pathetic and susceptible to impacts.
and it costs u a bomb.
agree?????
no......why not.......

AH NVR IF U DONT SHARE THE SAME VIEW AS ME
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did i forget sth?
*thinks for a moment*
*cracking brains *
*winding the brain taut *
*brain squeezed to the max.*
*oh forgot to play xbox isit?*
*continues finking*

TTs how i forgot about studying
ALWAYS.

2007-07-21T01:36:00.001-07:00

Fed-up

2007-07-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

4A made history.
We've left a legacy behind for future victorians
We've done our part today
and We've surpassed records of the past.

A banner 131m long is not just an ornament hung up during school events, in an attempt to spur victorians on. It is the outcome of seemingly endless hard work and sacrifices and the countless challenges we've managed to overcome.Be it the merciless rain, the duration of making the banner or the persevering hearts worn out during the course of giving to victoria

Victoria we give to u
these words speak a thousand voices.
The process of giving is boundless.
Hence, we have agreed to take on this particular tough challenge and test our limits and ultimately, to do the school proud.

Smudging of paint, absence of workable sewing machines and presence of budget sewing machines with vulnerable needles tt snap upon slight pressure felt, the sudden rain and shifting the ginormous banner from time to time have all undoubtly been tough.tough work.
But in the midst of creating history, all was worth it.

4 cans of anything and whatever quenched my thirst and soothed my throat.however at the end of it i may get diabetis mellitus.i did not care. The mind's set for greatness and myopia to small issues became negligible and non-existent. sweaty and unfavourable conditions did not matter.
Hence, the completion of the banner was all we cared

Silent actions made resounding impacts. Countless touch-ups perfected the banner. Our souls were entwined with the banner, never separated. Designers,Chalkers,Painters,Sewers ensured perfection of the banner. None was unimportant. Thy Sons Are We. The Victorian Spirit. The question always lurks: What does it mean to us? Definitely, on this fateful day, we internalised and encapsulated it.

Ppl were working and others, resting. it is this mutual respect tt lead to the completion of the banner. No one grudged, no one had disagreements. We worked efficiently as a team and as most senior in the school, i dare say tt the four years of education here was overwhemingly beneficial. The spirit, hearts and magnanimity was immense. The flaming hearts were strong and ongoing. The flag was kept unfurled.

No. of hrs i slept : 0
time spent in early morning of fri : Playing xbox with some hardcore friends( of course tt is after we completed the banner)
How I feel now : powerless with energy only sufficient to type
How i felt then : Victorious after making the banner as a class

"The Day I will not forget"
Victoria Challenge 2007
Ended in Style.

2007-07-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

tmr is the long awaited VC
its not very cold but it is vomit cows.....sentence structure a bit wrong leh....
nvm.
my smarty pants class is goingto undertake in making a 131m banner
131m
not 13.1 m
ok we r gonna die
DIEDED

2007-07-09T00:20:00.000-07:00

now to test ur "chi na" ness

based on the funny, funny thingy on my right,

oh confused wif bio.....for e heart: left is right and right is left...

so .......guess a 成语

Guyz!!!!!! time to unleash ur CHI NA POWER!!!!!!

2007-07-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

Today's puzzle: ( mind boggling,brain wrenching,hai.....
ok juz do it
no prizes for guessing and right ans

NOW FOR INSTRUCTIONS
ADD A LINE TO ANY PART OF THE EQUATION SUCH TT
THE EQUATION IS WORKABLE
CAN BE ON THE NUMBERS ANYTHING BUT NOT ON THE EQUALS SIGN

Hey federer is playing now so sry can't blog anymore
got to go.....federer will thrash nadal!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

second post of the yr...oops day
heard from rajesh, a muggerdog, tt the best class tt scored for eng having an msg of 4.....
Shocked
and the worst class
msg of 6
and whats more is tt the worst class did v.uberly well for paper 2
msg: 8
i even had a friend tt got 2/25 for his comprehension
well done guyz
i bet i wont do much better
well.....my class did third best for eng
which is still not a good news considering many other factors
and......i have weaknesses for spastic papers
and zero confidence for eng
FAILURE TO PLAN IS PLANNING TO FAIL
well even if u planned well, there is still no such thing as SUCCEEDING TO PLAN IS PLANNING TO SUCCEED
so....in conclusion
I WILL FAIL

2007-07-06T01:08:00.000-07:00

transformers was nice and i actually watched it twice...
well....not tt it was so nice that i wanted it twice but i had nth to do at home....erm....yesterday
after tt, we went to have a game of pool after spending close to half an hour discussin where to go after the movie.
so we settled for pool
@ tm
played for only an hour but it was just the boost off schoolwork i needed.
the cinema was literally empty when we watched the movie except for a few ppl sitting behind and in front of us
din really enjoyed the movie but anyways, i was bored
Bored stiff
then today was back to school
sianx
i was like half-asleep like wei kai, the guy sitting next to me, lying on the table with sleep-laden eyes.
NOT SUPRISING
bio theory for 1 hr
followed by phy theory for half an hr.
then physics lab
after recess, 1 lesson of chem which was a total waste of time and finally the finale of the day
CHINESE
ppl in the class was listening attentively to the teacher
wif eyes wide open
and ears diverging so as to get as many sound waves as possible into their ears

THE EXACT OPPOSITE
the truth is
no one bothered bout the teacher
someone with negligible existence during the lesson
ppl engaging in conversations unrelated to the lesson
shifting their chairs so as to betterfacilitate the process of talking
opening their mouths and shooting words out like a machine gun firing at will
non-stop
and nth will stop them
and not suprisingly, i was one of them
juz plain boring was what the lesson was
boring boring boring
*bell Rings*
go home
happiness starts to glow like an incandescent lighting
i was bestowed upon the preciousness of freedom at tt moment
Ok gd, go home and slack